Blog...Blog...

Just now i had this sudden urge to blog.... there were so many thoughts running through my head and i wanted to capture them down in the blog. But i had to go take my bath (else my mum will scream head off). Surprisingly after my bath, my ideas seem to have drained away and my mind now is a bit of a blank....

Recently quite a few things happened and the course of events set me thinking or rather reflecting on certain issues,which I had deliberately thrown to the back of my mind. Now it is back in my face and had been a nagging at me since.. I am caught in a dilemma and am not very sure what is the next step to take... There are too many considerations that are holding me back but one thing for sure is that i am not very happy now. There seems to be this heavy emotional burden weighing me down.... stifling me..... my heart feels heavy and I feel disappointed with quite a few things which happened to and around me....

Maybe i am too naive or ignorant of the world out there but the harsh realities of life or rather the ugly face of human nature can be real depressing.... aiii..... really dun know what to do..... guess just have to take one step at a time and see how things goes.....