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Recently my emotions wnet on a rollercoaster ride..... there were some new changes in my surrounding environment and it kinda rattled and unsettled me.. =( I am feeling very frustrated and self-doubts keep popping up in my mind.... I am very unhappy with alot of things... Every time i tell myself to let it go and not dwell over the matter... but somehow or rather it will come back the next day...... so my emotions are like up and down...

Sometimes i ask myself... am i really suitable.... am i forcing myself to much... but the thought of going down without putting up a fight or rather the thought of letting the situation beat me and sucummbing to it is something which i do not want to happen....

aiii.... in a dilemma..... sometimes the frustration is so strong that i really feel like giving up.... but then again the tot that "escaping will not solve the "is alway at the back of my mind.

well i guess i juz have to take one step at a time but one thing for sure there are things which do not sit well with my principles and ideas of life so this is the part which i will continue to hold dear to and not let any negative influence affect me. I can only pray and hope for the will and God's grace to hang on in the face of adversity.

Hairspray

Caught "Hairspray" with my sister two Saturdays ago and personally it was the best movie i had seen for the year (yes.... it won Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, hands down) =P The music was fantastic and it was so joyous and "dancy" that it made me feel like standing up and shaking to the music.... I thoroughly enjoyed the show... my personal fave track was the tune "You are Timeless to Me" by Christopher Walken and John Travolta.... really love the jazzy tune to it....

James Marsden did surprised me with his good singing vocals and he perfectly carried off the slick personality of "Corny Collin" ... great performance.... Nikki Blonsky also wowed the audience with her great singing vocals and the cute Zac Efron was just perfect for the role Linc... =P

But amidst all the joyous singing and dancing, there was an underlying theme of the issue racial discrimination, which perhaps was quite serious in the 60s... though the background and backdrop are different but you can help but pause and ponder over it......

But on the whole, it was a great movie adaption, which was based on the adaption of a Broadway musical....

Three thumbs up =P

Passed My Exam... PHEWWWW

Phew.... really really breathe a sigh of relief when i receive my UOL exam results.... I managed to clear all my modules including Intro to Econs which i repeated this year... Was also really glad to have passed my 3 further units with relatively satisfactory results =P

The only ironical thing was that i did not do as well for those subjects which i had spent more time preparing (i.e. econs and principles of accounts). Think i am really bad at application, calculation type of subjects.... alway felt more comfortable and tend to score better with theoretical subjects... perhaps it i feel more comfortable with words rather than abstract reasoning like econs or lotsa of calculation with accounts bah.... Looking forward to my final year and hope to be able finish off the last year (keeping fingers crossed)....

Was also very happy with my ISORG score... so glad that i did not disappoint lecturer who really help us alot =P